Added some color to my blog......just messin' around. Trying to keep my mind busy.

Monday night Caine should be home from Tennessee........*he better come home*.......I kinda DO need his support right now. I feel like all of this shit is riding on my shoulders.......well, actually it is. I'm not really getting any support from anyone......I'm pretty much handling this on my own, hubby is just along for the ride. He can be an insensitive SOB sometimes. I don't think he means it......but, sometimes he comes across that way. He bitched and moaned today because the trip to the funeral home was cancelled till tomorrow.......it messed up his plans for tomorrow.........I am not going to apologize for having to pick up my Father's cremains! I told him that the world does not always revolve around him.........he pissed me off royally. I had to walk away before I said something that I would regret. All of this will be over soon and life can get back to normal..........I hope.